I can't believe it, I went to training tonight (still felt a bit wobbly from my giddy head and failing to get to grading day) my instructor has invited me to do my grading this coming Saturday!!
After all of my tears thinking I had missed out and possibly having to wait another month-he said he is available to do it Saturday!!!!!!!
I'm so pleased, I'm trying not to get too excited just in case something stupid happens again preventing me from doing it-but to be honest the way I feel now-nothing is going to stop me.
Hallelujah
Please everyone-keep your fingers crossed for me......