I can't believe it, today was meant to be my black tag grading day-until i woke this morning feeling very giddy, when I looked around the room it took the room a second to catch up with my eyes-then came the ear ache, I have an inner ear infection. My balance is off and the giddiness is making me feel nauseous. Grading is off.
I cannot tell you how upset I am, I was working through my nerves (to a degree) I was feeling confident up until this morning.
My mum came over to take Mollie (I don't want to risk driving) so at least Moll can still grade-I'm so deflated.
I know this is disapointing to you. But you talk as if it's some sort of failure or your part, rather than the illness that it is. You didn't hang out in seedy places til all hours of the night where earaches are known to prey on unsuspecting folks. (Ya didn't, did ya?) It will happen in time. You want to be at you best for testing.
I know I have a hard time watching class or testing from the sidelines, too. But you get to be Mollie's #1 fan & cheer her on. Your day will come.
I feel so bad for you. I however am so stubborn i would go with the ear infection lol. Weather thats good or bad thing i dunno but meh lol. At least you will be better when you do get to grade next :) Get well soon!