I dont know what it has been lately....But I have been TOTALLY struggling in my workouts lately!!!

I was going to the gym 4 times a week in the morning around 6:30 am to run, then going back to the gym at lunch and lifting weights and then going to 2 classes on monday and wendsday and then a class on friday and usually sparring after class on monday and wednsday.

Then I switched my lifting to in the morning so that I would have more time, and started running at lunch.


But as of this week, I have only attended 2 classes and no morning workouts and no lunch workouts.

I have kinda got the wind blown out of my sails latelty. I am trying to deal with the fact that I may be to old to do anything more with TKD than to become an instructor. Which would be good!!!! But I really want to fight professionally. I see that World Combat laegue fights standing up. Plus I think Hapkito would be a good answer to Ju-Jit-su for UFC. But I really dont want to fight for UFC.

So anyway, I am trying to get past the little tantrum I am having and trying to come to grips with the fact that I may be too old to compete in any "professional" martail arts. I haven't given up yet, I may try kickboxing...but I am trying to get back to focusing on my training in TKD so I can work towards a black belt.

Anyway, just had to get it off my chest that I think I might be at the start of "old guy" and that I really want to fight proffesionally or work as a stunt double or a bad guy in a martial art movie.....But it may be too late.



Oh well....

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