Is there some way to autoprogramme your brain to do something when a certain event occurs?
Since the last grading when I started sparring, I KNOW exactly what my problem is, which is like I'm juz walking into kicks, using my arm as a blockage to prevent scoring [but i still got scored sometimes] and kicking back. It's natural, but I feel like I'm NOT showing any technique of WTF sparring at all. Shift-kicking, switch-kicking, sidestepping - NONE.
Somehow after today I feel that I don't deserve 4th Geup, even though I'll probably pass [the results aren't announced right away, but usually as long as you get your poomsae right and -.- DECENT - well, sort of - sparring you'll pass. Otherwise you'll probably be called up to the judge's table to receive a lecture]. But once it's database-ed I can't probably tell them[Singapore TKD Federation] to overrule the judging. The only way is to work on possessing TECHNIQUE, which I so obviously lack.
The frustrating thing is, I KNOW where I'm going wrong, I told myself the main objective of this grading's sparring is for me to sidestep/shift-kick, but I still ended up not doing it.
