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I have been venting my disappointment on my house today! After failing to turn up for grading i decided to clean (again).
Oh my dear God!
I took everything off the top of my wardrobe, soft toys (yes I know my age thank you!) boxes of rubbish (unwanted gifts of yester-year!), photos that should have been burned not just hidden (drunk at Christmas party) not forgetting something that resembled a spider (too much fluff to tell), the amount of dust was disgusting. I seriously thought I kept a clean house because that is all I seem to do, clean, clean, clean-but, the amount of dust i found could have made a 'mini me'!!!
I'm so glad I did this-to think, had I left it another six months the whole family would need gas masks and protective wear just to enter the room!
From this day forward-I promise to clean on top of my wardrobe religiously-every fortnight! (I don't have the time to say weekly!!)
Hideous just hideous-check yours...........
I can't believe it, today was meant to be my black tag grading day-until i woke this morning feeling very giddy, when I looked around the room it took the room a second to catch up with my eyes-then came the ear ache, I have an inner ear infection. My balance is off and the giddiness is making me feel nauseous. Grading is off.
I cannot tell you how upset I am, I was working through my nerves (to a degree) I was feeling confident up until this morning.
My mum came over to take Mollie (I don't want to risk driving) so at least Moll can still grade-I'm so deflated.
This is so typical of me.
After my paddy the other day, I have decided the best way to get help with my grading is to book my instructor for a private, one on one lesson. Undivided attention-constructive critisism and of course the best help I could ask for.
So, i have booked Master Harris for tonight for an hour (thats all my money can stretch to!) But its certainly better than nothing-at least this way he knows if I'm doing it right or wrong and how much room there is for improvement!
So I'm calm and chilled now-until Saturday that is.........
I'm grading on saturday for my black tag-obviously I want to get some extra training in before then, so I have asked my female friends from the club, individually, if they fancied coming up to the gym for a session. Not one person can come-I'm starting to get a bit of a complex!!!
I'm really annoyed because I have helped all of them when their gradings have come about or helped them with any difficulties they face-why can't anyone do me the honour of helping me!!
Aaaarrrgggghhh-I just needed to have a moan, I'll be alright in a minute!
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