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Title: More Changes...
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Blog Entry: I've recently watched the new movie Iron Man that came out and I was really impressed.  The end battle could've been more spectacular but the movie overall was great.  Especially the fact that the terrorists in the movie were all using a bunch of G36 variants... my preferred airsoft AEG. I believe that I'm going through another personality change.  My last one was back about 2 or 3 years ago because of a broken heart.  This one isn't over something so serious... I just looked at myself in the mirror again started to think about my life and what I'm going to be doing in the future.  It's hard to explain and might even sound weird as I try.  When I'm watching something... especially anime... I tend to reach out and find consistencies between my life and what's happening on the screen.  Ah! My Goddess and Suzuka are the two animes constantly in my head as of now.  The romance plot of Suzuka really sucked me in and probably made me realize a few things about how I relate and act around those of the opposite sex.  If I see or read something that makes sense I usually keep in my mind until I need to use it.  I don't think of myself as a perfectionist.  I see myself as a person that seeks and strives for complete balance.  I always look for the middle ground of everything and anything.  I truly believe that through balance a person will see what he/she is truly made of and will be able to adapt to whatever situation that presents itself.  Through the balance of mind, body, and for those who believes in it.. soul.. a person will reach the highest point of their life and will be set for life regardless of money or any other status.  In the construction of my Yu-Gi-Oh! decks... I built them to be balanced.  My airsoft rifles.. I chose the G36C because it's a balanced weapon that I can take and play CQB and then with some minor changes I can go straight into a field skirmish and perform well.  Everything that I do and have all revolve around being balanced.  Anyway the changes that I'm making now are all about stepping out of my comfort zones as I mentioned in my previous post.  It's time to open myself up and experience the world the way the characters do in the anime I watch.  Maybe I'll even go as far as to open up my heart to someone else.  One step at a time though. Well... the Borders at Plaza Bonita is now open.  Honestly it's like Best Buy... you've seen one... you've seen them all.  My attention was focused more at the Plaza Bonita Tilt.  It moved from the upper level to the bottom level where Macy's is.  The Initial D arcade that's there is in top working order and the volume is turned up.  I've gotten myself back to the level of driving I was doing before the Initial D arcade at Brunswick was taken out.  I can call myself the "King Of Akina" again and I'm running solid 3:07 time on Akina's downhill.  Heh... an accomplishment that only I can appreciate. Ah!  It felt good to get that off my chest.