The ex has been replaced in this world by former. this is the political right way.

the ex in "exmarine" reminders me i am no longer a marine. i don't want to lie to my self' that im still active duty. When i was out use tell people im a marine and they say where you stationed at?  lot of guys have killed them self after discharged.  i watched them even with silver hair retired running around the out side of the base with a high and tight. there where attached to the corps brain washed unable to be independent of the support of the corps. three meals and a cot. always seeking the bond of the brother hood that had left when the received there dd214 and honorable discharge cert.   i see them a civilian still sporting bdu's.  there service has passed and so has mine, till they call us back to service. when was discharged i was lonely there where no marines to run with pts with. no one was like me. even after boot camp i was shocked to here a females voice. i found it so alien to me.  after i was discharged i sunk into a deep depression that some marines don't recover from. some marines self destruct form the stress of service life. it took me a long time to get use to the civilian world. some guys die after being discharged because of the change.  i want to acknowledge my past but not live with the value of the corps. its true once a marine always a marine. but marines or scholars of war ,im a peaceful person now. thats not all i am or will be. if i was a marine in my eyes i can become more and being out of the system away from the government and all the rules, roles and responsibility is a gift. we where thought that civilians where nasty and did not have a cause and received speeches for officers saying you can rest your head know in you have made a difference in this world" the physiological mind set is never get out stay in. get out and your weak.

so i'm not weak or care i made a difference i stand alone with my friends and family and i can make a difference with out being a marine.you call me marine former marine or just egg plane head i don't care. but for now i will be firemanxmarine.

yelp i believe that the Technition that uses the best techniques that work better for there body type the fighting environment will be victorious . I don't really believe in styles however you need to know certain things before you jump in the ring or fight. the more you have been exposed to the more you can protect your self and turn the tables around.

in the old days and even now one would study there opponent or enemy. some stiles of perfected different techniques. such as bjj and the arm bar. tkd and the distance game, wing Chung with and trapping hapkido with trowing. i jsut rather let the man say it his self.

behold bruce lee (the father of mma) and his lost interview.