Idk i just feel weird! I feel like im gonna just bust out crying and idk why!! wait to late im already crying.. but idk why ... idk ahhh gosh i just wanna get out of this place so bad or at lest let me stay in bed and day dream ... dream of what could be or what could have been ... but just anything but this ... ahhh (sniffl) idk i just feel like crap and feel like im gonna throw up... (no i dont have a eating disorder im to big) but i just dont feel right .. and i think its a mental thing .. idk im about to go to the next hood to see if i can buy some drugs ... jk i have no money ... no really im jk i dont do that .my friends did that and they almost got knocked up.. idk gess i just gotta cry it out in the shower and go to sleep ...
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