Ever since I watched the Ah! My Goddess TV series I've made it a point to break out of my routines and take a step out of my comfort zomes. I've gotten rid of a lot of old stuff that I thought I would need later but have never gotten around to doing anything with them. My bedroom is much more spacious because of it. I had a lot of Dragonball Z posters as well as various other anime posters all over my wall which have since been taken down. I put up 4 wall scrolls of Belldandy around my bed. After doing so I've noticed that I'm getting a more rested sleep every night. I want to say that it's because I stopped going to sleep right after I ate something but maybe Belldan... hehehe.
Well for better or for worse I'm getting excited about watching anime again. I picled up this anime titled "Suzuka" and the story is very realistic and I'm sure that many people can relate to the story. I'd explain it here but I wouldn't want to spoil it for anyone. Then again I'm easily entertained so maybe my suggestion to watch this anime doesn't have much weight behind it. I'll still say that this has a great storyline and from episode 1 I was hooked. It was like I was addicted to drugs and Suzuka was my fix. I seriously watched all 26 episodes in one night. I was a machine and didn't feel sleepy one bit. I admit that I did the same thing to Ah! My Goddess and that was two seasons worth... totaling 50 episodes in one night. Anyway Suzuka in my opinion has a great storyline and is very much worth watching.
I'm more determined to go to a public university now. National University has a weird atmosphere and I think that I need the atmosphere of the SDSU or UCSD campus. Plus I need to break out of my shell more. Watching so much romance anime has got me wanting to find that someone for me. I don't want to meet her at some club or party that's serving drinks. I don't want to meet someone that's only talking to me because she's some carefree buzzed party girl. Someone that enjoys a walk on a nice day where we just talk about anything and truthfully enjoys spending time with me like that. Someone once told me to never settle and go for what you want. I'm not some uber otaku that shells himself at home and does nothing but watch anime and read manga. Using her as a metaphor I really want to find my Belldandy. Someone that will always show me her wonderful smile, has complete faith in me, hug me when I need one, and will always stay by my side forever.
(To know more about what I'm talking about the Ah! My Goddess episodes are all on MySpaceTV!!!)
Later.