I am writing this to say how sorry I am for my behavior last week in my venting. I did a horrible thing and hurt the one person that I most needed in my corner. I should never have blogged what I did and should have given a better effort to talking to my coach before writing anything. I am sorry that I hurt him and I am sorry that I caused so many problems for him due to my venting. He has shown me nothing but compassion and friendship over the past several months and I repaid him with showing him a lack of respect and immaturity. I am very sorry. I do not want and am not looking for sympathy but wanted to make a public profession of my regret and remorse as I was public in my whining.
